Dreamer's dream

The Longing
-Kayze Abbas (Kreative Delight)

Fell in love with you twice.. 

Gave you the chance twice .. 

Yet I never met your eyes.. 

My Fire I have always been your type.. 

So why do you always put a fight.. 

I stand in the distance wanting you.. Wanting to give you one more chance..

Once again gambling with my soul.. Wondering if our stars will ever cross.. 

Wondering if heavens will bring us close.. 

Funny I know this is a dreamer's dream ..

An infectious dream keeping me asleep.. 

Poisoning my heart slowly and making it weak.. 

Forever shall I live in this pain.. 

Because I am in love with a soul that's so vain.. 

But still wishing everyday that your eyes meets mine before I walk away..

You chose her over me.. 

You will always love her over me.. 

You gave her a chance and then walked away..

 A chance for what I always longed for forever and a day..
That chance would have changed the game.. 

You and I would both have gain.. 

If only your eyes meet mine once upon a time... 

I don't know her so why the repealing? let me explain... 

The insecurity with her are bred by you.. 

The jealously and envy that I now hold nurtured by you.

Why you looking like that? Are you that confused? 

Are you wondering what happened?
Then let me remind you and take you to that day in our past..

You always thought I was old fashioned..

Oh but was I really? You never bothered..

If only you didn't judge the book by its cover..
And read me, we wouldn't have struggled
Still you become my everything.. 

Your smile cut my growing wings..

Stuck forever I could not escape to the skies..

I stayed by your side, thinking this is now the life..

The young love that bound me to you.. 

Young love that was blind and caused so much pain..

Then came a fog cause by my demons.. 

Demons that told me how I may win this game

Delusional as my young self was.. I got fooled..

Than got lost looking for you.. 

And I walked a path that left me forever bruised..

Now that I found you again.. 

Guess what, I am lost in this trance once again .. 

In this dream of forever that lives on pain but never a gain..

I don't know what tomorrow holds for us..
I don't expect much..

But with you I feel alive.. 

And still live in this dreamer's dreams that's promises me an unseen paradise.

  Dreamer's Dream 

-Kayze Abbas

***Note: The Vectors of the Hand and the Man are not drawn by me and are taken from the noted links but the idea is mine. I wanted to show grief and wanting someone. Some times its better to use resources rather than redraw to impose an idea and save time.***