Everyone keeps something close to their heart. I keep this. I may not be perfect but this makes me feel human and act human. This is who I am and something that makes sure that I am connected to my God, I am meditating, I am helping people in need, I am appreciating life and counting my blessings, and I am being the best me I can be. This makes me want to get better and be charitable. Every year we begin with grieving the loss of pure souls in the battle of Karbala. Those souls that make me want to walk the right path by doing and spreading good just like them. Muharram is starting tonight. This is the Islamic new year, thats why I want to start it by remembering and saying things that I hold close to my heart. I don't like to publicize what I will be doing because nothing that precious should be let out.
I don't expect anyone to understand this part of me but most of my life I get asked why I do what I do? If I know what I am doing could be wrong? Why this over that? (Simple answer to all that is that its all my choice and I respect others choices, so just deal with it :P.. Everyone is born free, I just decided to live freely) Why do I have a religion in the first place? Its so old school... (Well I am sorry but God for me has been there since the beginning of time and will be to the end of times. So nope not old-school and never will be. Its a person's choice to adapt new ways but that doesn't mean old ways die off, sometimes we have to go back to the old ways to make our life easier and peaceful.) Another question: Why am I still a virgin? (most irritating question had to put it in here - lol my life, my choice and I do whatever the f*** I want, but yes this is part of it as well) Someone once told me that when you grow a beautiful flower in your garden, you raise it with love and care. You are gentle with it and invest your time towards it. Once its fully blossoms you want to share its beauty. But when you bring to showoff that beautifully bloomed flower, someone will want to come a break it. That's why the things or the ones you love and are true to your heart should not be advertised. Keep it protected because you never know who envy, jealously or carelessness can rip your beloved flower out of the ground. Leaving you forever wounded. One of those flowers is virginity because its so pure and beautiful thing to hold. Unfortunately many don't value it until after its gone because of the society we are in but I bet a lot wish they had given it to someone who is worth it and had truly respected them. However Its a personal choice and view, by no means do I expect people to agree with me but this makes me who I am today. This is a heavy topic and I usually avoid it but I think sometimes its better to let out your views a values.
Happy Islamic New Years to all and may we all be blessed and have a successful stress-free year!
I don't expect anyone to understand this part of me but most of my life I get asked why I do what I do? If I know what I am doing could be wrong? Why this over that? (Simple answer to all that is that its all my choice and I respect others choices, so just deal with it :P.. Everyone is born free, I just decided to live freely) Why do I have a religion in the first place? Its so old school... (Well I am sorry but God for me has been there since the beginning of time and will be to the end of times. So nope not old-school and never will be. Its a person's choice to adapt new ways but that doesn't mean old ways die off, sometimes we have to go back to the old ways to make our life easier and peaceful.) Another question: Why am I still a virgin? (most irritating question had to put it in here - lol my life, my choice and I do whatever the f*** I want, but yes this is part of it as well) Someone once told me that when you grow a beautiful flower in your garden, you raise it with love and care. You are gentle with it and invest your time towards it. Once its fully blossoms you want to share its beauty. But when you bring to showoff that beautifully bloomed flower, someone will want to come a break it. That's why the things or the ones you love and are true to your heart should not be advertised. Keep it protected because you never know who envy, jealously or carelessness can rip your beloved flower out of the ground. Leaving you forever wounded. One of those flowers is virginity because its so pure and beautiful thing to hold. Unfortunately many don't value it until after its gone because of the society we are in but I bet a lot wish they had given it to someone who is worth it and had truly respected them. However Its a personal choice and view, by no means do I expect people to agree with me but this makes me who I am today. This is a heavy topic and I usually avoid it but I think sometimes its better to let out your views a values.
Happy Islamic New Years to all and may we all be blessed and have a successful stress-free year!
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